EMPTY vs HAPPY??

haizz...apa semua aku buat mcm xkena ja...ya la nmpk ja mcm aku nie happening happy huha sana sni..
asyik senyum gelak ja but deep down?alahai....Tuhan aja yg taw...nk wat cm na.
no one seem to understand.
all the sad songs mcm membakaq lg keEMPTINESS nie.benchik la.
apa yg aku boleh buat?i dun even know dh...

once i was falling in love,
now i was just falling apart.

OMG! there's no check n balance in my emotion n feeling.
this can cause me HEART CANCER taw x!
im quite clueless nk tulis anything dlm nie.
tomorow im going back to ampang after my morning class.ada la rs happy tu. but...awtcm xsronok ha?

then on thursday only im going back to PENANG! yeah baby!
xsabaqnya rasa.
btw...empty vs happy? i think EMPTY is leading now....
i need HAPPY BOOSTER now a.s.a.p! anyone pls????