im not perfect...yes im not! dont expect it from me.plis

yeah im not perfect. n i dont even try to be one.so plis stop expecting it. saya selalu xpaham org.why? is it im sooo selfish till i cant understand other people? i dun know. it is not tat i didnt try to but geez! i really hate tis feeling. go away u stupid feeling.

everything is going up side down. i cant do it anymore. im too weak for all this. i havent fully recover from my last HEART BROKEN..n still im greedy to catch for another HEART ATTACK. n now i dont know whether i can go through tis.

plis i dont want to cry anymore. i made my mind to ABOLISH the word CRY from my life dictionary. ive been there n done tat. i really dont want to go through this anymore. MAYBE IT TRUE.MAYBE ITS BETTER TO CARRY ON LIFE ALONE. by tat, i cant hurt anyone. its the only way.


p/s: sorry i dont have the strength like u have. i have tat once,but i lost it few years back. =(